Sunny Saturday 9th April 2011

Today is going to be a long day, im waiting in for a new fridge, delivery times befor 1pm lol so i bet i get the last slot. Anthony has took Joshua fishing with him for the whole day, so its just me and the girls today, when Tessa and Tegan are left to it they will play nicely all day together, so it looks like today will be a book day snuggled up on the sofa reading. Well that is after i have cleaned up, but first of all i must shift my ass off of this computer lol. My head was so sore last night, not as in head ache but i could feel tightness from the pressure and i got the dreaded vibrating eyes yet again, i hate them, i dont know if they are from the Diamo or the IIH but it is horrid, I cant focus on anything when it happens and it lasts for hours, it started last night at 8pm, and i had them still at 2am when i woke for the 10th time lol. I am doing better this week as far as the diet is concerned, so hoping i will see some loss this week, i dont want to let the girlies down, everyone is doing so well. IIH has made the news several times this week, kicked of by Sarah, then Tracey, then Heidi and Adelle all doing their bits for raisin awareness, i think they are all fab, i wish i had the confidance to do something too, but i never know how to talk to people, as i stutter and mumble and forget my words lol, I always forget whats just been said and look silly. Bloody IIH lol Im looking forward to going to see a new doc, im printing off loads of information this time, as i WILL NOT be forbed of anymore, i know my body better then any one them, Well i really must go and clean up a little, then relax and TRY and read for a while. x x