Me Again

Well on 31st March i went to see my neuro, Dr Mills and i find out he is only a registra, when i talk to him he just nods his head, i feel like he never listens to me, i told him i still had a tight feeling in my head, i have vision problems and a whole list of other stuff, but he put it all down to IIH triggering migranes, he woulnt do a lumber puncture to check my pressure, i asked him as i felt it was high, but he insisted on telling me it wasnt because i cant hear a whooshing noise in my ears, However i can hear a loud pitch whistle in my ears that some times hurts becuase it is so loud, after sitting there with him i asked to be referered to someone else who knows more about IIH, he has requested that proff vernon from QMC see me insted and i have already had my letter through, i am back for a field vision on 25th may then see the proffessor in june, i cant wait to talk to someone who knows more about IIH and wont dismiss everything i say. I didnt loose any weight for my first week of the challenge, i just havnt felt well enough to excersise, but i have weighed myself today and im 13.13. so hopefully by monday i would have lost at least a couple more pounds, makes me feel more determined to keep it up, Now the sun is out i feel a little better and moving about more, so im cleaning the house top to bottom, sorting out draws and cupboards etc, getting stuck in, it is good excersise and i will have something to show for it too, I used to be able to put on music loud and wizz round cleaning, but now the music has to be low so it dousnt hurt my head, music used to be my life, i love it i have a large collection of over 1000 cd's but hardly listen now, strange how things can change in a year or so. I took my daughter Tessa who is 3 to hospital yesterday for a tooth out, on she banged whilst playing and climbing about lol, it was he top front tooth too, she looks a bit odd now with out it, i hated the op as she had to have a general, i went in with her till she went to sleep, i didnt like it one bit, i sobbed loads when i left her, she took ages to wake up too, i would hate for any of my kids to get IIH, i dont think i could stand watching them go through all of the LP etc and operations, i have huge respect for the mums who do, they all deserve a big hug. Well im off for a bit i cant sit here for more that 20 mins as the pins and needles come on so strong i cant feel my feet or hands, i must buy a better computer chair, see if that helps.