Worried about tomorrow

Well the diet is going well, because i have once again forgot to eat, i am of to my mums in a while, im sure she will forse feed me some thing lol.

I am staying away from home tonight at my mums so i can catch a bus with her in the morning so i can go to hospital, to see my eye specialist and get a fields vision test, i have everything crossed that the swelling behind my eyes has gone down, but deep down i dont think it has, as i am suffering more with my eye sight, lots more moments of blurred vision and floaters and my double vision is getting worse not better, even with the prisms on my glasses.

Then on thursday im back at hospital for yet another Lumber puncture, i really dont want one as last time i got really bad low pressure for 9 days, when every time i raised my head i was sick because the pain was so bad,

I keep thinking about the test in the morning, if my eye sight has got worse, will i loose my driving licence, as they said as soon as i fail their test they contact DVLA and tell them, i know of all the things to be worried about that this is silly, but it means so much to me to be able to drive my kids to school, as they go to a special school which is too far for them to walk.

Any way enough of my waffle for now,